Sleight of hand and twist of fate

Remembered a short chat i had with my bro as we tried to go to sleep. Explained to him the bitterness in me..built up over the years through a series of failure. i justed need to talk...when ej left for california.. i was pretty cool abt it.. she was goin ther for studies n i ended our short relationship on a high note. Some time has passed since.... sad to say i do miss her hugs... n warm messages sent during the day to cheer me up... matter of fact i'm halfway in a relationship but its more of a give-give den give-n-take situation. Which induced my depression..thereby inspiring me to write sum little poems in my journal...it would be meanless to copy it over here. Live to die another day.